I wouldn't want to live forever To watch it slip from stable hands Close my eyes and I count to never All I've left is words I've sang, whoa 'Cause I go for walks in the dark sometimes I know I rely on your heart sometimes I know it's till death do us part sometimes But I should find peace on my own I swear I'm falling asleep at the wheel sometimes You just don't know how it feels sometimes Find myself seeking the thrill sometimes I'm not content on my own I'm Nina Simone I need to be free for my soul Heaven and hell only speak through the phone I think the world only speaks what it's told Posters of living the dream that were sold So maybe I glow in the dark sometimes I think you rely on my heart sometimes I think it's love till I part sometimes Makes me content on my own The feeling of home You man could have blood on your hands and tell me you're innocent Bury my head in the sand and discover the pyramids Hand on my heart I just want to be happy I wanna be happy I wanna be happy I want to be Messi, I'm inter Miami I want to be zen like I'm Mr Miyagi I want to be drunk in the back of a cabby I want to be up in the morning to meditate I want to be loved I want to be feared I need my money to double and elevate I want to be broke and covered in tears I want to go out Don't want you to leave I want to be famous I want to be free I want to escape, I swallowed the key I want to be sober I want to be me I don't really want to be me these days think I'd rather be me My girl said that I don't make much sense Being this hard ain't free I don't really want to die much these days too long dead on feet My girl said that I don't make much sense tears falling down my cheeks I wanna have peace I need a release I sing me a melody I need to record I need to perform A round of applause in front of the enemy Need to ignore the shit I've been telling me Why do my problems sound so heavenly? I guess that comes with a mind like mine, the price of therapy