You're perfect the way you are But lets cover up those scars Purple and blue seem to fit you But lets try out a grayscale hue Your sickness makes you think less in a panic state Fill the hole with chemicals before it's to late Don't worry there's no hurry one more a side effect It'll make you feel like new But is this really you? Sometimes I get depressed When all the colors bleed together needing to ingest A little pill to make me feel numb Oh what a mess my chemistry has become Now now, now now that's no way to be It really has nothing to do with what you see in the mirror Your mind is your shadow and your shadow is me I'll deceive your hopes and dreams And patch those unbalanced genes Don't fight it, invite it Inside of your head Let it change all your marks From when you wish you were dead I'd rather you be alive in a hospital bed But is it really living when you hang by a thread There's always that sense of dread because Sometimes I get depressed When all the colors bleed together needing to ingest A little pill to make me feel numb Oh what a mess my chemistry has become Treating daylight like an amphetamines Having trouble finding an inbetween My balance is a little bit broken I'm just trying to stay alive But all I ever ask is who am I? Today Sometimes I get depressed When all the colors bleed together needing to ingest A little pill to make me feel numb Oh what a mess my chemistry has become Sometimes I get depressed When all the colors bleed together needing to ingest A little pill to make me feel numb Oh what a mess, what a mess, what a mess... I have become