It's rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy, happy, happy If I could you know I would be fucking happy It's rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Oh, why can't I be happy? All my life I've had this drive Yet I can't thrive So I just hide But what if I died? Did I even try to really live my life? Why can't I be happy? It's rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy It's rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy, happy, happy If I could you know I would be fucking happy It's rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy I try so hard But where to start When I feel this scarred Like I'm torn apart Like I've lost my way But I'm here to stay Don't matter what you say Cause I'm gonna be okay It's rather hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy I know it's hard to live while falling apart And feel your life fade away Pardon me for not always being happy