Send away for a priceless gift, One not subtle, one not on the list, Send away for a perfect world, One not simply, so absurd, In these times of doing what you're told, Keep these feelings, no one knows, What ever happend to the young man's heart, Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barell of a 45, Swiming ht the ashes of another life, No real reasonmtroug To accept the way things have changed Staring down the barell of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf Left for you, no one else There's a piece of puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happend to the young man's heart, Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barell of a 45, Swiming ht the ashes of another life, No real reasonmtroug To accept the way things have changed Staring down the barell of a 45 Everyone's poiting their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what i believe I believe And I'm staring down the barell of a 45, Swiming ht the ashes of another life, No real reasonmtroug To accept the way things have changed Staring down the barell of a 45 And I'm staring down the barell of a 45, Swiming ht the ashes of another life, No real reasonmtroug To accept the way things have changed Staring down the barell of a 45