What if I only worried about the things As they happen to me in the moment? Instead of inventing a world in my head, oh God I swear that if I could go back to the doorway I would've said such different things to you, believe me, baby I've felt this way for so, so long Reality television When I come to you I know that you'll understand I'm making the right decision I can't control it if it's out of my hands When there's an ocean between us You know exactly the way to make me cry I haven't been close to somebody like this since I pushed you out But I'll push you out one more time Reality television When I come to you I know that you'll understand I'm making the right decision I can't control it if it's out of my hands I killed all my idols Reality television What if I only worried about the things As they happen to me in the moment? What if I only worried about the things As they happen to me in the moment? What if I only worried about the things As they happen to me in the moment?