Very superstitious When I said I had a vision I was halfway lying I was cooking in the kitchen I was serving up the dishes When a voice came rising Then it started moving faster I'm attacking and I'm scratching And I just keep crying Like why am I dying? I think that we owe ourselves some time Don't be upset if I just move to the side I think that we owe ourselves some space Don't be embarrassed if I push you away So if I fuck myself to love you (If I fuck myself to love you) Girl, you're complicating up my life Girl, you're complicating up my life If I fuck myself to love you (If I fuck myself to love you) Distance makes the heart grow fonder It's crazy stupid love I know you can't lie I see the loving inside of your eyes Maybe it was in another life Maybe someday you'll be my wife (I see the love) If I fuck myself to love you (If I fuck myself to love) If I fuck myself to love you (If I fuck myself to love) If I fuck myself to love you (If I fuck myself to love) If I fuck myself to love you (If I fuck myself to love) Very superstitious Who's a critic when you're fishing for the new sound order? (If I fuck myself to love you) I was tryna get her digits, I was starting up the mission When her voice got colder (I think that we owe) Now I'm pacing in a matrix, in a paradox of faces Where we just get older (If I fuck myself to love you) I'm turning my shoulder I think that we owe ourselves some time (I know you can't lie) Don't be upset if I just move to the side I think that we owe ourselves some space (Maybe it was in another life) Don't be embarrassed if I push you away, nah