Real life Real life fantasy Fantasy Real life Real life fantasy I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger Bright lights, big stages, bad habbits Get high go to prison and evade taxes This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping Fuck the mansions, the phantoms, the suites, the cabanas Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters All I see is pieces of me scattered Is it a miracle or is it madness? Because when I puts it all together it reflexs this And this is me About as close as you gonna get to insanity or genius My real life fantasy Is this my life or am I dreaming? I can't lie I don't believe it I-... I don't believe it I-... is this my life The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories I never thought Gotti would leave the game like d r e Never thought 'shanti would ever stop reppin the team And how the the fuck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies? If this was 03 I would have told you You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie I thought we were tighter then the Marleys, family But I guess you can't be, in an industry that breeds nothing but envy Jealousy, please nobody be friend me! In my real life fantasy Is this my life or am I dreaming? I can't lie I don't believe it I-... I don't believe it I-... is this my life I'm fantasizing about dreaming 'bout a nightmare How weird is this, it seems like somebody just lost their grip on (real life) Fantasy (4x) I'm on more than they're on, cocaine or methadone I'm on this money these bitches the upper echelon I'm on one, reality's on one It's a thin line, here's to Christian Is this my life or am I dreaming? I can't lie I don't believe it I-... I don't believe it I-... is this my life (2x)