Last night I snorted lines until I slept
Wish I didn't wake up
Every night I slide into my bed
I can smell your makeup
I hate that I'm alive I should be dead
I don't wanna take drugs
Doctors keep prescribing higher meds
I keep tryna hide what's in my head
I keep mixing uppers with them downers
I keep thinking 'bout what she just said
Baby I was fucked up when you found
That's why I pretend that you ain't like the rest
Everyday I'm fighting for my breath, I feel so alone
Why they always slide across the red
When I light up they phone
I feel death its all of my bones
I keep stressing out on my own
I been pushing all of my people away
And then getting mad when they go
Popping xans in my bedroom
Now I'm looking like I'ma ghost
I ain't trying to find no queen bee
I'm a little peep when I go
Triple six in this bitches whip
I'ma ride around in my woes
Rikkodiene on her Loui V
She got white all in her nose
I ain't got no fam left but I'd die for all my bros
I been tryna hide what's going on
But they ain't stupid they know
(Real talk)
(Fuck. Get onto it Tryl you mad cunt, jump on this, fucking oath, take these headphones)
Rather be baked with a pint of the purple
I'm burning my face on the lighter
I'm cursed to be thirsty forever
Learn for the better or worst
I'm a victim of intent and fixing my list
In a letter from her in the bed I forgot
It's absurd to be lurking my neighborhood at night
I reminded to give myself a fright
Hit a night just to buy myself a nice life in hell
Whatever's nice he's asking me to party, part of me
But don't depart from me tonight
My 97's were heaven to her
Gold on my wrist I'm a planet ruler
I'm talking thirty centimeter [?]
And a millimeter from just pulling it
Fuck how we looking bruh, try us
Cause I know that you know where to find us, uh
Seven days and I still got the same jeans
Never got a fucking girl when I need
