I've tied so many chains to what I hate in life, But nothing seems to get away from me I've tried to get away from all the shit they taught me And nothing changes, things remain the same Mad and enraged, wrathful, annoyed It's bullshit what they say, don't wanna be their toy One last fix's waiting, I know that's not enough I want more, anywhere, anyway Their words are mistaken, they speak of ways of life I don't care what it means to them Anxious, desperate, drugged and out of control I take to the streets in search of something more I've given my whole life to the one's who exploit My faith and my desires and I've gotten nothing back And I don't follow rules 'cause they all piss me off When I get nothing back No way to accept a chance 'cause there's no difference When I get nothing back They crucify my mind and bet with my soul I'm lost in the lost paradise, a paradise of lust I stand apart from everything they offer in life Their rules get on my nerves, hope they die They want to delete my trace, cause they Don't wanna face what the world has become After their true illness