She said it's all in my head
She thinks I'm overthinking
But I'm overdrinking
Every morning instead
And I know it isn't healthy but at least I know
It helps me forget about any mean thing you've said, alright
Let's not talk about it, kick it underneath the carpet
Pretend it never happened at all
I'm so sick of fighting, let's just pick a silver lining
It feels you aren't trying at all
And I'm running out of options
I feel I'm in a constant state of dissonance and despair, alright
Someone shut my mouth, this conversation headed south
I didn't mean for it to get out of hand
I just wanna drown it out
The same old arguements about my health
How much time I spend with my band (Too much! Not enough!)
Going in and out of focus
Only you will never notice me
I guess we'd better lay down
Clothes on the floor
Next to your hamper
Don't pamper me
Yeah I'm a mess but so are you
Fruit on the counter
Resembles why I doubt her
The mold that no one's brave enough to move
