God is a freak, he created me A man but a boy who doesn't know what to be I wanna die, five days a week But the other two I really try to be free I wanna be me, I wanna be real But it's hard to live when you don't know how to feel So I walk my way, lonely and deep Waiting for God to wake me up from this dream Just living away Day after day God is a freak, he created me A man but a boy who doesn't know how to speak I wanna hide, so far away But I'm scared to lose myself so I'm gonna stay I wanna die young, I wanna die old Living is easy when you're not in control But it's hard to choose, who you will be Anything's better than the way that I feel Just living away Day after day Living away Day after day God is a freak, he created me, God is a freak