I don't want to judge you, I just want to love you My life feel like a circle, and I thought you was the one to Don't want to go outside today I don't want to go outside today Lately I really feel like I'm stuck inside of this mic 'Cause this life that I have is dark, I can't find my way to the light I've been captured by these emotions, can't struggle, put up a fight I go through it, really just coasting, don't know that I'll be alright Been holding up peoples problems, ain't focusing on my own They wan't us trapped in the system, don't wanna see people grow My doctor prescribed these pills, does that mean that he ain't the plug? When she f*cked me just for the clout, does that mean it isn't love? People think that the more you get, the more happier you become But unless you're good with yourself, money just gonna buy you drugs I've been stuck inside of this cycle, sometimes don't even wake up These feeble dreams that I have leave my screaming "I'm not alone!" Just know if you going through it, I feel you, 'cause I've been there No telling if times goes slow, just know that it isn't fair I know people gonna make assumptions, like what you said isn't real But if you felt like how I feel, I feel I don't want to judge you, I just want to love you My life feel like a circle, and I thought you was the one to Don't want to go outside today I don't want to go outside today I don't want nothing from you, just lean on me for comfort I can't get out the house, baby, everyday is a struggle Don't want to go outside today I don't want to go outside today Sometimes I think this weed that I'm smoking don't make me better I try to write but don't feel no emotions, just throwing letters together I'm growing older, but I'm feeling less I'm making more money than ever, but feeling stressed I still feel like I got a purpose bigger than myself But ain't nobody gonna push you when you need some help I just struggle through my addictions, the chicks, and smoking these spliffs I ain't get that love growing up, so I'm compensating for this I read scriptures to help my mom process the things I can't I got family problems, but I don't really want to rant I got a bunch of debt that I ain't got a plan for paying off And I've been putting all this work in, I feel like it's paying off But I don't see results, I got a lot that's in my mind, can't even see that far Yeah, down a road I keep going This all I know, I keep flowing This poetry, it's emotion But feel like I'm barely coping So God, give me that strength to bring these songs to life So if these people feel this way, they know it's all alright I just thank you for what you gave me And even the fact you made me My homie just had a baby Man, life gon' keep being crazy I don't want to judge you, I just want to love you My life feel like a circle, and I thought you was the one to Don't want to go outside today I don't want to go outside today I don't want nothing from you, just lean on me for comfort I can't get out the house, baby, everyday is a struggle Don't want to go outside today I don't want to go outside today